Friday, February 1, 2008

over it

this is to everyone who reads this.
do make a change 'cause i honestly can't stand any of this anymore.

we all hope for the best.
do those things ever come?
please, i beg you to get over yourself.
i really think you need to realise that there is more to life than what you think.
life does not end when you gain a kg.
life does not end when you don't get things your way.
life does not end when you want someone to love you and they don't.
life is not yours to end and to wreck.
life is a great thing and you should be glad you are living one.

please stop thinking like no one cares.
stop acting like you are the only one on the planet earth.
stop being someone else and be yourself.
please don't give me the same bullshit.
i am sick and tired of hearing,
"this IS who i am".
i know you and you aren't like that.
grow up or piss off.
no, i am not angry.
i am just really frustrated.
you have a whole load of potential and you are just throwing it away.
what happened to using it for god?
what happened to loyalty?
what happened to being you no matter what?
what happened to you?
are you really that lost?
is there no way to snap you out of your slightly retarded state?

i don't see how people cannot find life meaningful.
the way you view life is the way you live life.
if you find it pointless, you have not been to africa have you?
people all over are fighting for a chance to live and you are throwing your life away.
you may think your happy but do you know what is around the corner?
what is right around the bend?
damnation, that's what.

do you think living your life on a 'high' is safe?
living on the edge is dangerous.
get that into your thick and stubborn brain.
do you think leaving is the solution?
where is your loyalty?
ask yourself that before you move on to 'bigger things' in life.
do you think anyone cares about how many guys are on your side?
who cares if you have a 'lot' of friends,
when you have no real ones.
do you think anyone cares if you are fat or thin?
here's the thing,
no one does.
do you think i care about you?
a helluva yes.
coz if i didn't i wouldn't be writing this.

i've been doing some thinking and i am who i am.
i may be fat.
i may be annoying.
i may be so sharp-tongued i hurt some of you without even knowing.
i may have so few friends that i can count them with one hand.
but i am me.
who are YOU?

-sam

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