ya know what?

i can lose a tummy too.
i can go on a strict diet and lose weight.

i can have an eating disorder and get super thin.

i can do all that but am i?
the answer is no.

because i am more than you think i am.

because i have more dignity.

because i am not you.

because i actually think before i act.

because i love myself.

so please,

don't tell me about you/her/anyone.

don't compare me to you/her/anyone.

don't go on about how one is 'hot' and the other is not.

don't continue living a lie.

don't make me go through this with you/her/anyone.

live your own life and let me live mine.

actually love life coz i love mine.

if you knew this,
hooray for you.

this isn't for you.

if you didn't,

number one: now you do.

number two: yes, i have a lot in my mind that i don't let out.
number three: coz' if i did, you wouldn't like me as much
number four: that's if you actually do like me now itself.

-sam